We all came to the conclusion that if we would have known that we were going to die "today" we would not have joined the LPN to RN nursing program, but instead we would have just stopped living this crazy life and hold our children. We all feel guilty, including myself, for putting our children on the back burner while we are at class, in clinicals, studying, and working.
This class made me ache for my little Maddie.... more than usual. I remember holding and snuggling her, rocking her while we read a book. Now she plays while mommy studies or is at Grandmas while I am at work. I need to pause and realize that yes, school is important, but my little girl is growing up and I can not get these years back!!
Holding Maddie for the first time, April 2005
Someone captured Maddie talking to me on the phone one evening while I was at work!